In a world where nothing goes right......go left :)
Well the names Candice Candy <3. I’m 19 years young and still trying to find my place in the world. I am very far from perfect I made an Xanga because I feel like getting my thoughts out there and if people want to read them then I guess I’m doing something productive right? I say it like it is and if you don’t like that I suggest you hit the exit button or unsubscribe button immediately. Now don’t take this as me being a bitch because I’m really not. I am really just a shy girl although once I warm up to you good luck getting me to shut up :). I’m constantly writing about how awful my life is but in reality it really isn’t all that bad. I got a good head on my shoulders, I am going to college to make something of myself, and I try to not do extremely stupid shit. ( although that sometimes doesn’t work out :P I am a sucker for sweet talkers and I always fall for the wrong guys. I am very into what I believe in and I stand up for things I feel strongly about. I am a tree huger:) I am always telling people to recycle and not litter etc. (my friends wanna kill me at times) But yeah I pretty much am your average girl I don’t really expect to stand out butttt yeah enjoy. <3!
im not a perfect girl
my hair doesn't always stay in place
&& i spill alot of things
im pretty clumsy and sometimes
i have a broken heart
my friends and i sometimes fight
&& maybe some days nothing goes right
but when i think about it
&& take a step back; i remember how
amazing life truly is
&& that maybe, just maybe;
i like being uNpErfEcT.
well i log on here for the first time in like FOREVER! and i have 429 views?? um anyone want to tell me how this is even possible lmfao
but yes i am EXTREMELY sorry i have been missing in life for the longest time...come to think about it i have been missing from life just as long, considering this new job leaves me with no time to myself. i basically wake up go to one job, then to the other, come home sleep and then do it all again in the morning. yayaya i know thats life huh? yes im 19 -_- i shouldnt have a life like that right now considering i dont know what i am going to do when school starts again in September. BUT hey whatever ...i want a car so i suck it up right.
but yess nothing new besides that has really been happeneing... i mean i conquered my fears ad pierced my ears again for the first time in forever so that was a win :)) and im helping me neice out with her dancing recital this weekend so that brings me back to old days when i used to dance so its nice. i do however plan on going back to it when it starts again in the fall hopefully i will be able to afford it because it is BALLS expensive.
on another note... (i know i'm all over the place tonight) i am in a country music kind of mood and i do not know why..like at the moment if i die young by the band perry is on my youtube :)
but i plan on trying to find time to get back to you guys i PROMISE...i mean 429 views means someone is listening to what i have so say :) hope all is well...
any thoughts on anything i love to chat :) oh and new ideas for a new blog would be great :)
was there really a need to come by my house if all you planned on doing was act like a complete dick? what was the point of even coming around when you know its hard for both of us. like was there a need to act EXACTLY the same as when we used to date because last time i checked acting like a prick ended things between us. there was absolutely no need to spill my whole fucking mountain dew on the sidewalk like thats not funny i bought that for a reason so i could drink it. shit like that was never funny. oh and bring up my boyfriends name? thats a huge problem with me first of all because you dont know a thing about him other than the fact i left you for him with which i had every reason to because you treated me like shit. dont put his name in your mouth you have no right to even speak it because it is your fault you drove me to the point where i had to leave you. oh how are we doign you ask? a whole lot better than when i was with you. i dont come home crying every night like i used to, we never fight, were extremely happy and for once i found a guy i can see myself being with for the rest of my life, which is more than i can say for you because you cant hold a girlfriend without driving her away. im so much bettter off without you and you cant stand that so you act like a dick. not going to lie it was really good to see you and oh your new girlfriend who is whats like 4 years younger than us how she doing....how long till she graduates high school oh yeah 2 and maybe someone should warn her you'll stick it in anything that moves, but im sure she'll find out considering you were dating her when you were with me. but anyways nice to see you cant be mature enough to stay civil with me considering we were friends sincde 8th grade..but its cool youll grow up evenetually and im not sticking around wasting my time waiting for you to do so. i love you you were one of my best friends and always will have a special place in my heart, but grow the fuck up before you come back around please and thanks,
so david called me today to let me know his father hired me at the donut shop i applyed for...ha and i didnt even need to go for an interview i guess it pays to have friends in high places :)..well yes i start training this week so well see how that goes...finally though because 8 hours a week is NOT cutting it :) im one step closer to my car yipppppie <3
anywaysss im way to bored for my own liking :) so enjoyyy
ok so my boss decided that today he was going to take into consideration that i told him school was over and i can work from open to close.....by giving me 8 hours this week -________- like how retarded is that ....when i get this second job you'll be sad when i change my availability and you barely see me there...like who does that? who please someone make sense of him.
on another note it is an amazing day and im im just going to relax on my day off and study for my final on monday
I really dont feel comfortable with the way that i look. repeat i repeat i do not think i am fat butttt i could eat way better than i can and i need to excercise way more to stay in shape. so0o heres the plan.
1. excercise plan for the week. running at least 2 miles twice a week, abs 3 times a week, cardio 3 times a week, and yoga at least once.
2. limit fast food runs to twice a week (me and the boyfriend have to find something else to do at 2 in the morning now lol)
3. cut off soda completely (i'll have to find something to help crave my caffeine addiction)
4. tan at least every other day (bu only for like 10 minutes each and with like pounds of sunblock on)
the goal: have a sexy, and healthy body, and hopefully a car, by the end of the summer :) hopefully i can do all of this...i think i should be fine.
but anyways....how is everyone? hopefully you all havnt shunned me away because ive been gone for so long...that would be depressing :(